New Feelings

This guy walked in all of a sudden, bringing a strong charming smell with him. We played and laughed for 3 whole hours, just him, me, my brother, my cousin and a friend. After a while, I leaned down next to my cousin to choose a movie to watch. This guy was laying next to me and unexpectedly started playing with my hair and told me “you can lay your head on my chest, I don’t bite”. But it didn’t sound like something a fuckboy or a dick would say. It was a softer and calmer tone.

 

I don’t know how we ended up playing with each other’s hair through the whole 2 movies we watched. I felt him laying closer and closer, so I layed my head on his. My heartbeat raced the whole time, it was all new to me. I’ve never done anything like that before, and no one has ever done it to me either.

He then left at 6.30 in the morning but didn’t say goodbye. I have no idea why, I felt so weird and disappointed.

Was he just feeling lonely and needed to cuddle or he actually likes me?

I can’t tell, and I don’t know when I’ll see him again.

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