So I’m guessing I’m not the only one who has college to think about? I am a senior in high school and I should be going to parties and hanging with friends enjoying my last year but no I have the stress of choosing my path for college It is the scariest thing I have ever had to decide. With deciding being tough enough now I have the pain in my heart that is telling me to stay home and go to Columbia state for two free years to stay and be with my family. I know I want to go away for myself to be able to grow but maybe I’m making the wrong decision and then I will be stuck for a year being 2 and a half hours away from my family. A part of me is not ready to leave my mom, who is gonna be there when I’m upset and crying or when I have had a rough day and need somebody to comfort me. what am I gonna do when I fail something or when I’m so stressed out that I can barley take it. Who is gonna be there when I need a shoulder to cry on? not my mom. I know she keeps saying I’m only a phone call away but is a phone call gonna be good enough for me? I don’t think so anymore…….. how do people live far away from their parents? I’m waiting for that moment when I will get that feeling that I’m doing the right thing.

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