I made my cousin invite that friend of his I have a crush on tonight for our McDonalds dinner, but he said he’s busy with his family. So today is exactly 3 days since I’ve first/last seen him.
3 days since we’ve cuddle so deeply I literally drowned.
3 days since I’ve started feeling a deep new feeling in my broken heart.
3 days of thinking and craving, waiting nervously to meet him again.
And it feels like dying and living at the same time. I’m so screwed up it hurts.