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Everything I do regarding obtaining more money is being refuted. I no longer feel right about any aspect of my life. Which is an insanity of it’s own if you consider yourself an intuitive person. 

I’ve started logging everything I do I regards to the job hunt. The amount I’m getting now is simply not enough. 

I’ve tried talking to someone like a therapist, but you can’t get therapy without paying money. Before when I was making more per paycheck, I felt like I was n’t making enough. Now, my checks are smaller, yet the wage per hour is insane. You would n’t believe how much higher it’s gotten. So, in a way, I feel trapped in what to do. I even feel like moving versus it by taking a position that’s less per hour is an act of disbelief in myself. Yet, the belief in myself has interwoven me in this rut…

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