I hate my procrastination. It’s bull crap. Avoiding it doesn’t seem easy as it is. Promises being made for oneself often becomes broken by procrastination. Well it’s specifically a bad habit that I don’t find easy.
It’s a bad habit that affected my college education very badly. Studying is something that I would mostly likely procrastinate for. Somehow I have a fear of studying. I have the fear going through a study session and not understanding anything through the process. I see studying as stress and I do not like stress, therefore I procrastinate stress. I procrastinate from the stress of not understanding anything. Well that’s horrible to think of it that way. I really need to develop my study habit with a passion I shouldn’t just drop throughout the semester.