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Good Bye 2015

This year started out like every other year.  Actually on New Year 2015 I couldn’t of been happier.  I was with my favorite person in the world.  As time went on we had a lot of deaths in the family, a few major surgeries, and a lot of adjustments.  In the span of 2 months from June – July I stopped talking to the 2 closest people in my life.  Now I watch someone treating someone else with ease the way I use to kick and scratched to be treated.  I as the year closes I have felt like I am drowning and I have to fight for every breath to take.  I keep telling myself just take one step and the other foot will follow.  With all the adjustments and different turns in my life I have decided it is time I changes.  I have been working on it and doing pretty good with just a few hiccups but it is more than I ever have tried to do.  2016 is going to be the year of me, myself, and I.  I am tired of being hurt by others and I am tired of feeling like a victim all the time.  I am not a victim . I am strong, determined,and a fighter.  I will become who I want to be which will make everything else follow. As for the people I lost in my life. I wish you well.  It is better for me to move on.  As I say good-bye to 2015 I bid you a farewell.  I will find others to replace the void y’all use to fill but you aren’t going to be able to replace me.  I was the best thing that happened to either one of you.  I am sorry neither of y’all saw it.  My sister, who I spent my whole life with, may you find a family that is more supportive to you than you feel this one has been.  My best friend, who I have loved for 25 years, may the one you found to love be able to grow with you.  

3 thoughts on “Good Bye 2015”

  1. 2016 is the year of change for both of us ……… so lady go into this new year with your head held high and remember you are a child of the most High God ……. and He dose not make mistakes 🙂 ………. Happy Hew Year & Happy NEW YOU 🙂

  2. Thank you Autumn, I have always told myself about making changes during the new year but this year feels so different. I have a different determination. I am glad to see there are other people out there with the same goals of embracing change. I don’t feel so alone. I am a child of God and I plan of finding myself through him this year. He never lost me but I seem to of turned my back on him. I am ready and have the will. Happy New Year to you.

  3. I agree …. It dose feel different …… and I know what you mean about feeling alone , so let’s both step out and make it count in 2016 …….

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