This year started out like every other year. Actually on New Year 2015 I couldn’t of been happier. I was with my favorite person in the world. As time went on we had a lot of deaths in the family, a few major surgeries, and a lot of adjustments. In the span of 2 months from June – July I stopped talking to the 2 closest people in my life. Now I watch someone treating someone else with ease the way I use to kick and scratched to be treated. I as the year closes I have felt like I am drowning and I have to fight for every breath to take. I keep telling myself just take one step and the other foot will follow. With all the adjustments and different turns in my life I have decided it is time I changes. I have been working on it and doing pretty good with just a few hiccups but it is more than I ever have tried to do. 2016 is going to be the year of me, myself, and I. I am tired of being hurt by others and I am tired of feeling like a victim all the time. I am not a victim . I am strong, determined,and a fighter. I will become who I want to be which will make everything else follow. As for the people I lost in my life. I wish you well. It is better for me to move on. As I say good-bye to 2015 I bid you a farewell. I will find others to replace the void y’all use to fill but you aren’t going to be able to replace me. I was the best thing that happened to either one of you. I am sorry neither of y’all saw it. My sister, who I spent my whole life with, may you find a family that is more supportive to you than you feel this one has been. My best friend, who I have loved for 25 years, may the one you found to love be able to grow with you.