Happy Effing New Year

All because I wanted to invite you to come with us.  I should have just kept my mouth shut! It never fails.  You always keep your thoughts to yourself. 


All you had to do was say “hey didn’t we make an appointment to look at that house?  I was thinking that you and Meg could go and enjoy.  No you couldn’t say that you had to make sure I knew that I was wrong – I made the appointment


well you know what – who cares cancel the appointment.   or say anything besides reminding  me that I made the appointment. 


I have depression and anxiety – I forget things – I am not as strong as I used to be – I don’t even know if I was really ‘strong’ back then or just a good faker.  I faked a lot.  My love for my job.  My interest in my kids.  I raised my kids now – before you jump the gun.  I was the doting Softball mom.  Spending all my weekends away from home and you ‘bonding’ with my children.

I just watched the life taken away from your mother on the 13th of this month.

I like to smoke pot and my 21 year old daughter hates me for it.


you make me so angry

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