New Year, New Shit

I keep on wishing for a midnight kiss on New Year’s Eve, but nothing ever happens.

I wish he was here, I wish he cared that much to text me first. I wish it was different, but it never is.

It’s 1am, new year, and I’m already heartbroken.

Another year, another 12 months of shit. 

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  1. I am sorry. I have been in your shoes. I wasted 25 years wishing and hoping. Some years were perfect and others I wish I could get them back. Now I have learned that if I let him go I will find someone that will do everything I wish because they want to. I will find someone who loves me like I deserve to be love. Some one that feels the way about me that I do them. It is New Years 7:30 p.m. and he is out with his new girlfriend. (we have remained friends as heartbreaking at it is for me) and to hear and see him the way he is with her is the way I always wanted him to be with me. So he was capable of it just not with me. Just think if you want to spend your next new year the same year.

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