This is kind of stupid but I even though it happens later I’ve put myself in mourning starting today. Due to medical issues increasing in severity the first dog I’ve ever learned to love and known for the past few difficult years will be euthanised Saturday morning it’s awful my whole family is torn apart. It’s almost as bad a pain as when my uncle passed away. Which I suppose is understandable he is part of the family. Anyone know proper mourning rituals? I’ve done the black and the tears they haven’t stopped check… I feel like my heart is going to break.