How do you go on about being betrayed in the past and being screwed over and mistreated, yet you do it to yourself. How do you stay in a toxic relationship and let someone belittle you and then complain about how you can’t trust anyone and how everyone seems to always break your heart.. Why do you do it to yourself. Why do you constantly let people disrespect you and abuse you, when there is someone out there who would be proud to have you and respect you. I’ve let you get the best of me, you’re always on my mind and I feel myself slowly drifting away. Can’t think straight, can’t sleep, can’t eat. She’s new, she’s just like the rest of them, taking advantage of you, disrespected you behind your back and you’re still blind. Blind cause all you want is what you want, you’re not aware of what you need. I hope she takes care of you and treats you with the respect you deserve, but I will forever love and adore you for who you are. How do you know when to give up and when to fight for what you want and love? My mind is a mess and my thoughts puzzled. I just wish things were different and you were mine.