I saw him again today.. i thought the feeling was gone, but when i saw him, with another girl, it hurt me i must admit.. and i don’t like feeling this, i hate it. I want it to be gone.. but it just won’t! I have always been telling myself to stop, but it is not that easy.. i don’t want this feeling to get deeper, that’s why i’ve been avoiding him. I hate him for giving me false hopes.. but i guess i have my own faults too.. but i just can’t hate him.. i really hope this feeling will be gone.. part of myself wants to be happy for him cause he is happy with her.. but hurt comes in.. i really hate it! Good thing i have my friends..