Time to wake up

I am on my journey for a new me. I seem to sound like a whiny weak person everything I sit down to write my daily journal. This isn’t who I am. I have gotten knocked down a few times in the past few months. I have let a certain someone walk over me or more less treat me less than. I know that isn’t going to change until I prepare myself to walk away. I know walking away from someone who does’t treat you like you treat them should be hard but it is. Anyway, I was proud because I have been making strives to change. maybe not leaps but baby steps. Yes it may be a few steps forward and a few step back. But change isn’t suppose to be easy if it was I would of done it a long time ago.
I live less than 5 miles from the Gulf Of Mexico. Which means I live 5 minutes for a beach. A beach I never visited in 15 years until I was dropping the kids off to skate board or fish. Yesterday I went after work and walked the park. I walk the whole thing by myself. It was so pretty and quite. A perfect place to think. Never knew how great that was to go. But I have been slipping and today I took a good look at my body in a mirror. I was appalled and shocked at what I saw. No wonder I don’t look at myself in mirror. I can not believe the parts I chose to ignore because I was lazy to change. Now here I go and I am going to have to change. I can’t keep turning the other cheek. I need to look at what I have done.
it is time I open my eyes and look at myself in the eyes. TIME TO CHANGE. I have a goal now and I am going to meet those goals. NO ROOM FOR FAILURE.

One thought on “Time to wake up”

  1. Change is good sometimes.. if its for the better.. good luck for the better you

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