Wish me luck !

My days are going extremely unexpected.
I don’t know what is happening.
Our friendship is going awesome.
I don’t know what this means, I wanted to stop this but its like from that day it’s increasing continuously.
Yesterday we went for group studies. We were only 3 people including me, him and one of my friend.
The shocking thing is that he told me that my friend might come late but I should come on time! Compulsory!
Of course I was happy to know he wanted to spent some time with me but I seriously didn’t expect anything like this from him.
We enjoyed very very much. It was fun.
It was like a surprise. I wanted to spent more time studying with him because my friend left early and only we two were remaining there as I had to teach him biology.
But he didn’t even ask me once to stay there. So I thought I might be over thinking and I went.

I don’t know why is this happening. The more I want him to leave me, the more our relations are working.
I am enjoying but I know that I will definately pay the price when we will be chatting on our last day.
Because our whole life is in opposite directions. He will definately meet someone new, good or better than me.
I hope I become strong by then to accept the pain and be ready for paying the price.
Afterall everything is meant to go. And love in my life goes damn fast leaving me hanging with a thought ‘why me?’.
Whatever it is, atleast I’ll have memories with that guy I never imagined to become so important to me.
I hope I don’t get much hurt this time.

2 thoughts on “Wish me luck !”

  1. Follow your heart. If you want anonymous help, let me know. 🙂
    Enjoy the rest of your day!
    Lauren x

  2. Oh! Thank you so much for your concern.. Will definately seek your advice whenever in need 🙂

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