Ah and why this title you say? No idea I say…just probably the response I would give someone regarding my day.
Regardless today is better than yesterday and the day before. In that it is Friday and in that I am not so gloomy today!
Yesterday was the pits. I went on a rant about the social welfare system…well I was quoting this bitch from a statement who DOES NOT work, young able bodied but has a baby and sucks off the government tit…anyhow one of my “friends” says he “cheerfully” helps those less fortunate and I slam dunked him…and after 8 years of “friendship” unfriended me. Said I insulted him. WTF?
I work this dreary full time job with the 45 min to hour commute, every day…well not really I take time off some to care for my mom…enough so that income is reduced by somewhere between 25 and 30 percent…and has been that way for four years.
I help care for my elderly helpless mom…I have made essentially the same pay for 9 years…I’m 63 most of my friends are retired…and I’m just tired. Tired. And so I was cranky, cranky.
Now I don’t want to be cranky. I do believe in working for what I have (versus the government suck up bitch) so I would rather be me. And helping care for mom is the one of the most important things I have done…it is currently my purpose in life so I would not trade that either.
It’s just that I’m 63…and I’m tired. And I’m pissed that after all these years that idiot Oldster “unfriended” me…pissed and hurt. I mean don’t friends forgive?
Ah back to typing true crime!