People tell me how beautiful I am. That I’m pretty. How smart I am. That I’m witty and generally funny. How I’m such a great listener and other compliments. I’m not trying to brag, I’m simply acknowledging these compliments which I really do appreciate.
I just can’t help but wonder if people say all of these good things about me then why don’t I have a boyfriend yet? I’ve never had a boyfriend. Guys don’t really talk to me. A few do, but they have girlfriends and are most likely just being friendly. Do I seem unapproachable? Is it my shyness that makes guys run away? My resting bitch face (even though it’s just my face I’m actually nice person) ? Is it because I generally wear dark colors – not like gothic, but nothing flashy like bright pinks, reds, etc. ? Is it my weight? I’m not fat where it hangs over, but I do admit I got a little more cushion (aka chubby). I’m honestly stumped. I wish someone could just tell me what it is so I can try to improve on it.
I can feel this gross insecure feeling coming back. Ugh