SENIOR YEAR TOMORROW

Damn, I can’t believe tomorrow is my last first day of high school! Everything passed to faaast, I remember before going to freshman year I posted on my old blog about my expactations and suff, and now I’m writing about my last year of high school!!! 

Im happy and sad: happy because I’m so young and I know I have a lot to figure out, I’m happy that its my last year of this school, because I’m so tired of all the high school drama, it sucks! I wanna my freedom!!! I dont wanna be worried if I was invited to the party or if I wasnt, I wanna go to college and meet new people and live new adventures and starts another part of my life, go to the famous colleges parties and I wanna have the time of my life! And I’m happy that this migh be my last year in this town (or maybe next year), and I can´t wait to go to college and make new friends, and to leave all these bitchs behind…. I’m happy because maybe next year I wont have the same worries, about all the drama of this town. I’m happy because my biggest worry is to study, I dont have big responsabilites yet and Im gonna enjoy it. 

But im also sad because its the last year I will see some of my besties everyday, I’m sad because I know I will miss school, I say that I dont like my school, but I know im gonna miss it, and gonna miss being with my friends, and being excited about the future, I will miss everything I will live this year, and Im excited for everything I will live this year. I know im gonna miss it, so I will enjoy and give my best, because I know I can make it.

And if I get sad for some reason, I will think: in 15 years will it matter? What will matter is what Ive lived with the people that I love and that love me, all that will matter is  everything that made me happy, and that real friendship is hard to find and I’m so lucky to have found it. In some years all these bithces that sa they are friends will never see each other again, so why to worry if it won’t matter? I will live my  life and take all my opportunites that I get. (((((((E se por algum motivo eu ficar triste por alguma dessas coisas, voce esta chegando cada vez mais perto de ficar livres delas, no futuro cada um vai pra um canto, e cada um vai conhecer gente nova, e muita gente nao vai mais se ver, cada um vai ter sua vida, entao não fique triste se vc nao foi a uma festa, porque você vai ter ainda muitas mais festas pra ir, e pessoas novas vão aparecer na vida de todo mundo, inclusive na sua e seu momento vai chegar. Todo mundo quer passar no seu curso e isso inclue uma nova vida com novas pessoas e novos amigos, essa cidade ta cheia de amigos “falsos” e no futuro, ninguém vai mais se ver, os que vão são os amigos de verdade, que são os que você tem, no futuro, oque vai ter valido a pena foi os momentos que você se divertiu, não importa em que festa foi ou com quem foi, todo mundo quer se divertir nanda, não importa a onde! Seja feliz))))))))))))))))))) LETS BE HAPPY

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