I wish I could just stay asleep for the rest of my life! Just never wake up! I won’t be hurting myself anymore or those around me. I just give up now! I can’t cope! I can’t be bothered! I don’t even know who I am anymore! How long can I keep hurting myself to make the pain go away? I need to go, and I don’t mean run away! I mean it’s time for me to end my life! It will be better for everyone.