My mind is slowly being lost. Literally. Ever since I was diagnosed, ever since I started my first medication it has been disappearing. Memories I never thought I’d lose are somehow gone.
I was looking through my old phones messages and pictures. How the Hell could I have forgotten that day? It was such a good day, such a blissful memory of High School. In the scene shop with with wonderful people. The wigs, the laughs oh god how could I have forgotten?
And then it occured to me. What if I start to lose the memories of us? In all honesty I think I already am. I think. I can’t remember. That’s why I asked you for the picture of us together. I don’t want to forget days like that when it’s just us two. No distractions. I don’t want to forget the feeling of your embrace or your voice or the cute rambling that you do. I’m going crazy, I’m losing my mind and I don’t know how to stop it.
I don’t want to lose our memories. I wouldn’t be able to bear it.