Honestly life is tearing me down again my mother’s lies and my father’s physical altercations with me… The wounds are opening the knife has started to stab and the bloods starting to run. Its getting harder to stay happy and lying through my teeth every day isn’t helping. Everyone and everything around me feels very fake at times. And I’m questioning if genuine people with no ulterior motive do exist. Life feels like a lie because of the people in it. My siblings need a sister and mom the world needs me to be strong. So what can I do but keep smiling?