It’s been a whirlwind day. I’m still reeling from my ex telling me she got married and is moving with our daughter. Trying hard how to deal with what is going to be happening with it. I was busy with work plus I had a field trip tonight so thanks to that I have kept busy and tried not to think about it too much.
Today was another step in my relationship with sunshine. It’s like everyday we draw closer and it becomes easier to relate to her and to support her in the way she desires. I am learning more and more every day. Today I saw her become more relaxed with me as a person and a Dominant. She was even a little sassy in a very good way. I like it. The more I learn about her, the more I wish to give her and the more I wish to Dominate her. It has been a joy, our evolution, and I look forward to where it might go. The more we talk, the more I understand how delicate she is. I know I must be cautious with how I treat her but I also see how I must push her too. It is a balance that I must maintain. If I push to hard or fast and I fear she will run, I don’t push enough and I fear that I won’t give her what she needs and so deeply desires. She is starting to relax and trust me with each conversation. I’m happy that who I am is what seems to be what she desires. I want to say more but I must sleep. Tomorrow we will take another step forward and I am so looking forward to it. Till then.