I have a lot of hesitations and what ifs in my mind right now.. I’m scared to make a decision.. one second I am so certain and few seconds after I am not sure anymore.. I can’t make up my mind.. I’m scared.. it may not be much for others but it is for me.. i’ve been praying for this.. and i believe that He answered it.. i know this is what He wants for me.. i can feel it.. i don’t know why, but my heart is so sure about it.. but my mind is not.. I know He will be there for me, to guide me.. like He always do..
I have been talking with my friends about this.. and they said that i can do it, that they believe in me.. they believe in what i can do.. but i don’t believe in myself.. that is my problem.. i don’t believe in my abilities, i don’t believe in what i can do..
I’m scared, i have hesitations, i don’t trust myself.. but i have trust in God.. i know He is always there for me, so i will take the risk.. I choose to believe in Him..