Okay long time no write, I started school and has been hard but good and I am very excited about the outcome. And my kids have been a handful and my work blah and love life, on the other hand, is well complicated….. So Robbie and I were done and I had him come over to bring me my stuff and I wanted him to have his christmas gifts. And he actually said he turned around 3 times because he didn’t want to end all ties and he thought I was and that wasn’t it at all but I wanted some of my stuff back. So we had great sex after we talked and he wants to just be friends death sentence until he can trust me again and so 1 day strong not texting messanging calling anything other than one email. And since I’ve been looking for other guys that compare found known and since we’d been together I am content I am so screwed….