So I’m making myself write this early because I feel like I’m about to pass out. I’m beyond tired. I seriously don’t know what to write about. I always come up with things to write about but I never write it down. I should probably start doing that.
So one of my best friends told me that she didn’t want to play her piano and she gave up. I asked her why would she give up on such a beautiful instrument and she responded with this. “I don’t feel like I can be good at it because my brother is in Hawaii and has been offered jobs here and there for drumming. All of my girl cousins can sing. I don’t feel like I can live to be as good as them. So I want to do something else.”
Now in that she was talking about music in general but within music we were talking about piano. That sucks that she thinks that and I totally disagree with her. I’m not going to lie; her family is amazing with music and one of her cousins has an absolutely beautiful voice. The thing with this girl is she is scared to venture into music because she doesn’t want to have to compete with her family because she believes she will lose. I totally disagree with her and I one hundred percent she can be amazing with music.
Do you want to know one of the biggest problems within this economy? The lack of diversity. The lack of diversity is one of the biggest problems in the economy. Everybody is trying to be just like the other person and they are competing to be the better person in that skill. Nobody is willing to be different and do their own thing. People are scared that they will be mocked or made fun of if they try to do something new. That’s a horrible thought. I think we should all try to do something new. It’s a great idea to be different because at least you know you are the best at what you do.
Someone told me that I give great advice and they can tell me anything. Actually it was the same girl but I have been told countless times that from different people so let’s just say “someone”. The reason I try to help anybody I see and anybody I come too is because I don’t want to be that person that could have helped someone but didn’t. I don’t want to have the guilt of not helping someone after they commit suicide. If I ever get the news that someone killed themself and I didn’t try to help when I knew I could have I will feel absolutely horrible. I cannot live with that over my shoulder. So that’s why I try to help everybody I can.