Flight

Rest.
How I wish I could have one. I can’t remember the last time I feel completely relaxed. I’m on an extended leave, but I still can’t get over feeling listless, a bit agitated. I thought being away from work may help. But so far, it doesn’t. Feels as if something wants to crawl out of me and I don’t have any idea what is it. As if I should be doing something but can’t even grasp what it is. I want to run, but I don’t know who or what I’m running from or going towards to. It’s confusing, and to be honest, very very draining. 

2 thoughts on “Flight”

  1. I will pray for you. It’s a miserable feeling which you describe. I’m so sorry you’re not able to enjoy your time off from work. Have you tried listening to quiet music of your favorite style? Classical or Christian are good. Try taking some magnesium—not too much. It is said to be very calming. I hope your day and coming days get much better. Know that someone cares.

  2. P.S. I re-read your post. You said you feel like running but you don’t know to where or from what. I am going to be bold and say run to Jesus. I don’t know if you know Him, but He said (Matthew 11:29 I think) “Come unto Me all ye who labor and are heavy laden. Take my yoke upon you and learn of Me, for I am meek and humble of heart, and you will find rest for your souls.” Maybe, dear one, it is your soul that needs rest and comfort. You can find that rest in a relationship with Jesus. Bless you.

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