It’s a beautiful sunny day here today and I am here at my new office. The atmosphere is really different from my previous job. More professional and matured people here, my task is very light but I am highly paid, less friends, a lot of English talks, one-man team and I can get home easily. Well I can say that I’m starting to love the serenity. But sometimes, I miss the chaos, my friends, sleepless nights because of travel and the card games. I think I’m lost at the moment, I don’t know where I am going or where is my place in this world. 🙁 I am thinking of going and leaving the office early because I think that is possible here in my new job, but I don’t know what to do with my extra time? I don’t have a happy family or a family that really accepts me, that’s maybe the reason I don’t want to stay at home. I just want to go there because of my puppy. My old company told me that they’ll still welcome me but I don’t want to be attach to issues again, especially that my ex wants me back. 🙁 All I know is that I want to find my place, in time.. Maybe in time..