First off, just learning how to work this site, I’m that type of person to contact someone directly if needed, and so far I can’t find a place to do that besides leaving comments for everyone to read and see. Oh well right?
Now on to the good stuff, lately I’ve been feeling pretty low. My boyfriend, well fiance now. I am not feeling that I am engaged to the guy. I feel like I’m just here. Everyone of my friends keep pointing out “how do you feel that your ring is from walmart?” Well to answer that question, I really don’t care because we have a kid and I’m a stay at home mother and don’t work, and that’s all we can afford. So oh well, as long as the ring means something to the guy I don’t care. That right there is my problem. He didn’t even propose. All he did was get it and start having me wear it. With his ex all he did was get one, take her out to dinner and put the ring on the counter, didn’t even ask her, so I’m feeling pretty downgraded. You think a man would actually ask you. And when I ask him why he would want to marry me all he says is why not? We have a child together and then adds stupid shit like “you have a nice ass” I’m a girl who wants to do her own vows, but with those type of responses, I don’t think that would be a very good idea…everything is changing completely, and he won’t even listen. He listens but he has anger issues and gets this major tone like I just committed a crime..I have no idea how to talk to him and get him to understand how I feel…I’m a girl who’s into fairy tale crap and he’s not. He’s plain and boring. The last thing he has ever done for me that was romantic was run into this field and pick me some flowers that was growing, but that is it. I have no idea where that guy is…does one thing and then nothing…I have no idea what to do.