Monday 29 February

Dear Diary,

Today I am just really not in the mood and I’m actually debating whether to go back to the doctors or not, I really do feel like the pills ain’t working for me, especially after cutting myself! Oh and my phone keeps playing up still which isn’t helping and still no word from Cory. My life is really going tits up at the moment. What should I do? Go to the doctors or not? I do need to get my phone sorted though. I’ll let you know how the rest of the day goes later! See ya!

Well I told mum I had half a day at placement and she didn’t question it at all! 🙂 So actually she seems happy that I’m home and as for Fiona at college, I don’t care what she says to me tomorrow, if she does say anything to me then I will kick off and be a sarcastic bitch to her! I don’t give a fuck if I get a concern note. She needs to know that she needs to respect people’s lives and understand what they are going through and understand they may be struggling and shit because she acts like she is the only one who has problems and finds things hard but she ain’t and it isn’t just me who is struggling. Yeah I have depression and anxiety but so do others and I understand that. But Fiona doesn’t and it really pisses me off. Anyway talk again later! It isn’t the end of the day yet! Bye again! 🙂 I will be back before I go to sleep. 🙂

I am really not looking forward to tomorrow at College with Tess! Charlotte sounds like she is really looking forward to it,and then you have me and everyone else like ‘Oh my fuck NO, Tomorrow don’t come’. I pretty much hate everyday of the week apart from Thursdays, Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays. Well I have a shit life HAHA! Can’t wait for the 26th March though, I should have loads on payday! But I am getting taxed like £17 of my wages! Utter shit! Anyway I had best go as it is late and I need to be up early tomorrow morning for college! Please pray for me and wish me luck! I’ll let you all know how it goes when I get home tomorrow!! Goodnight! Love you all! 🙂

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