The second post for today…but i really cant bear all this what is happening.
I wanna cry as loud as i can. I dont know what to do. Hate everyone and love at the same time. It’s awful, unbearable. I wanna kill this in studies but damn!!!! This subject seems too difficult now to me. I read , read but nothing understand. And it terribly makes me feel. My exams again.. Every minute i waste leaves me feeling depressed but i really dont know what to do.. Or whoever will ever be able to help me.. I dont know whom i want to talk with…what to say …just what to say..
feel so empty and nervous, terribly nervous .. Wanna tear apart everything . I cant, just i cant understand why people leave so early , why ? Just why ?????????????????