So, my first entry wasn’t really a happy one. I’m sorry for that.

I don’t like to admit it, but I have so much pain. I’m doing stupid things – like cutting – that make the people around me sad. 

I need to take a rest from everything. I need to try to love myself before I let others love me, but it’s so damn hard…

3 thoughts on “Sorry”

  1. you dont have to write happy post here, or apologize for writing sad ones. We all have ghosts in our closets. This is the place for you to write what you want, without anyone judging you. Express how you feel, read other journals. Your not alone.

  2. Oh sweetie…no judgment here. I do hope you can stop the cutting…only because you are ultimately making things worse not better for yourself. So hoping you get help with that. And from what I see there are very few happy posts around here…maybe I’ll try a few. I know mostly I’m drawn to writing when I’m down…when I’m not so sad, I’m too busy enjoying life to write. Wishing you the best!

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