So this is my very first journal entry, and inhale no clue why I’m even doing this, other than the desperate need to vent my feelings in an anonymous setting. My husband and I went to dinner tonight at his parents house for his dad’s birthday. We were having a perfectly lovely evening when my is and asked me to go and get his dessert, and I told him to go and get it himself. So of course he’s mad at me now. He says I embarrased him. I asked him why he would say something like that to hurt me, we are family so why would he get embarrased but he doesn’t see it that way, i really don’t know what to do with him when he’s like that over something so stupid, I think I just want a fairytale marriage and I’m never gonna have it and I have to accept that and find a way to keep on keepin on as they say. So now he’s in bed mad and I’m trying to decide whether to go too our beds or sleep on the couch, and to think we used to say we would never go to bed angry. Marriage vows are an utter joke.