So many things spin around in my brain…I guess we are all like that. I have tons of essay topics. Still thinking about my dear mom a lot. Almost want to so a series about life with mom. God, I loved her sooo much. I still cannot believe how fortunate I was. If my finances would have been better, if Dave hadn’t kicked me to the curb etc. I would have stayed in Ohio! I would have missed this last decade with her. I thank God every day it happened for me like this I wouldn’t trade a precious moment.
Now mind you…the flowerly talk may to some folk make it seem all roses. It wasn’t. Mom declined gradually and at the end she was helpless as a baby. Slowly taking things over for her, from transportation to complete care was not easy. It was damn hard. But I gotta say it was a blessing and a duty and the right thing to do. Well and this isn’t very lyrical and I doubt most the young folk will truly understand but today I’m just thankful and glad to be me.