What’s wrong with me?

I’m going crazy, but to other people I’m just being dramatic. I think I’d only be taken seriously if I’d be lying dead on the ground.

I hear voices in my head and they just won’t shut up.

Yes, I have a job. Yes, I have friends. Yes, I have a family. But no, I’m not happy.

I want to scream. I want to hit. I want to cut. I want to die.

4 thoughts on “What’s wrong with me?”

  1. Hoosier 53 got it right. Please do not hurt yourself. Find a church that offers free counseling if you can. You need to have someone who will let you talk freely and honestly and safely. God loves you. It’s true. In fact, it is the Beautiful Truth. People do care. Keep journaling. We are listening and taking you seriously. – Grace

  2. So sorry to hear you are struggling this badly. Just remember you are not alone. By journaling and making your posts public you are reaching out for help and writing down your feelings which can help immensely because you aren’t bottling anything up. Try not to self harm and if you think about doing it maybe jump on here and journal instead, divert your attention to something more positive. We all have struggled at times so know that it’s not only you that is struggling and we get it! I hope that you start to feel better and keep writing down your thoughts.

  3. Your feelings are valid. Maybe people don’t understand. Who’s to say how realistic they are? Not me. But regardless, they’re valid. Do whatever makes you happy.

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