The more I learn about ADD the more I realize that I am probably a textbook case myself. I’ve just gone undiagnosed all these years. I begin to wonder if all the self loathing I did as a child and as an adult- because I couldn’t keep focused on anything – lead to the depression that I have been treating for the past 18 years. I know I’m intelligent. I earned decent grades in primary school. But I floundered miserably in college. I got through. I graduated. But it was an uphill battle the entire way. I want to learn. I go into a course of study, or a new job guns a-blazing ready to take it on – until I am all of a sudden so over loaded with information that I have not idea where to start. Its the same with work. I interview well for jobs. I have gotten almost every job I have interviewed for. I present myself professionally and intelligently. Then I get into the meat of it and I drown.