Thank you, for trying to help me.
I don’t feel the need to die, as the last few days many people have been concerned about me, so that made me realize that maybe I do matter just a tiny bit. For now I’ll just go on with my life, and see where it gets me.
In a few weeks I’m starting therapy. Hopefully this will help me with what to do about my feelings. And I hope that I can keep writing, maybe even happy stories, but I don’t know. I guess everything will be alright eventually.