Recently I have found myself extremely attracted to a close girl friend of mine, sexually and emotionally. At first I chalked it up to her being an amazing person, and me being drawn to that inner light. She and I have had several talks about this attraction, and what it means to both of us and I have come to realize that I have basically ignored a part of myself for the majority of my life. I AM in fact attracted to women, and am finally allowing myself to explore that. Yes, it’s scary. I’m 34 and still trying to figure myself out sexually. But it’s liberating. I don’t know that I will end up with a woman, but I’m not counting that out anymore.