God please bless me….
I know what is meant for me will never miss me and that which misses me was not meant for me….
I try everyday to be better, I dont always get it right, but I am trying… I have so much going on in my head and mostly its worry that I am going to stay stuck in this way of life, not being able to move forward and have better for my children and myself.
They deserve so much better, I pray so much that one day I can provide them with the good that Life has, they will not have the upbringing I did, they will live like “normal” children do….
I will do what I have to, but a Good Life will be lived,
I will not allow this feeling of failure as a mother deter me from working for them and giving it all I can, I will never stop trying, eventually I have to succeed!
God please help me, be with me, give me strength, You are the best of givers, I place my trust in You, You know best….
Keep my babies safe, protect them, guide them, I may not always have it all under control but I have faith that You are with them always….