this is my first writing. not sure why i’m doing this but seeing the words helps me it seems understand a little better what is happening. life has taught me many things good…bad…ive seen so many great things and some very sad if not tragic things. it seems life has gone from good to bad and now to worse. i’m tired of the fight…its not a weakness but rather an unwinable fight…for me anyways. i’ve had so much taken away…now it seems no matter how much i do the right thing, be the good person, work hard and do well, more is denied more is taken away. how much more will they take?