I seriously have the worst headache of all time. I can hear my head throbbing. I don’t think it’s really my head throbbing but more or less just the blood running through the veins. I don’t know why exactly I have a headache or what caused it but all I know is it is here now and I doubt it goes away in a short period of time. So this is great. Nothing is better than trying to think and write while having a headache. But none the less, the journal continues.
I think today I’m just going to talk about certain topics for you to better understand me and the way I think. Or you might just find out cool little facts about me that nobody knows.
What was your most precious childhood possession?
I think my most precious childhood possessions would be this four foot stuffed animal bear. I use it every single night as a pillow. I place it under my primary pillows. I received this gift when I was in the hospital as a baby. If you had read my second journal then you know my past situation so to still have this bear and not really anything else is really cool. I guess most people might think that I would be ashamed of this bear because I’m a seize year old guy. So for a seize year old guy to have a stuffed animal is kind of weird. But the story behind the stuffed animal is much more than just a pillow.
What have you learned in your teens?
I have honestly learned that God and family are the only people you have. I always told myself when I was in a relationship that I loved her more than my family because she understood what my family didn’t and she always knew how to help and my family never tried. After she left I realized something very important that I must not forget. My family and God were still there when other people left. I didn’t see that when those people were there but I’m honestly glad that they left.
What are some recent moments of happiness?
Oh my gosh, I literally have a million happy memories. Like I can point out at least five just today. After people left my life I started becoming happy for some reason. Like if you look up my twitter you will realize that all of it is all positive things. Like people tell me all the time that they live for my tweets because I’m just in general happy and funny. After Christmas I cheered up and people have seriously noticed. So some happy memories would be with the people I hang out with and make me smile. One moment that sticks out would be this event called 180 weekend that happened a month or so ago. I made a journal on it actually. During the event on the last seminary they allowed people to come down to the stage and pray and people were coming to Christ. It seriously was amazing and I started to tear up. Like you seriously had to be there to understand what I’m talking about. It was great. If I could experience that moment again I would. I would honestly pay to relive it.
So I guess the question of the day would be “what is the most recent happiest memory you have?”
James 3:13- Who is wise and understanding among you? Let them show it by their good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom.
Well, that is about it for today. I will keep y’all updated as I continue with my journey through life.