Hello God, it’s me!
I’ve been lost but I think I got Your message today.
I went to a new Church that has been in our community for about a year now. It’s a Christian non-denominational. It studies the Bible but does not follow the strict rules of Catholics (I grew up in a Catholic school so I know firsthand.) I use to go to a Baptist Church that I really liked but it’s a bitter sweet thing for me as my ex was the one that took me there and when I go I’m always associated with the family. I don’t dislike his family but I want to be on my own path with God. When I go to that Church I’m always the mom of my ex’s kids (which yeah, that’s true) and I should volunteer for this or do this because that’s what my ex’s parents do.
I went with my sister to Church today, we have talked for months about checking it out and today was our day. I left the kids at home so I could experience this on an adult level and to get the feel for the crowd before I sent them off to Junior Church with people I didn’t know. A few things: 1. It was extremely laid back, which was nice but completely new. 2. I felt guilty for leaving my Church to attend this one. (It should be said that I have not been to my Church much, 2-3 times over the past year.) 3. I did enjoy it and figured I would attend for a few weeks to get a true sense of the Church.
Well not much to account for today, tons of cleaning done around the house, and meal prepping for the week so I can start the 21 day fix tomorrow.
Good night Journal, Good night World.
P.S. If God calls, pick up on the first ring.