you ever know you are not cared about?
by a person who treats you like they do?
You let them?
I usually wouldnt.
I would cut that shit off.
but sometimes I like it.
I dont know how to explain it..
maybe im letting this happen because I have nobody here or maybe im just being a little bit of a uhh… lol
anyway yesterday I let him kiss me again.
I was sitting on the stairs and he was sitting behind me
and he was playing with my hair and he leans over and kisses my cheek then my lips..
I kiss him back and I love it.. lol
I know it is wrong.. we are not in a relationship or anything..
and I dont usually let or kiss someone when im not with them.
but it happend again.
I have liked him since I met him.
I know he is a whore .
I know he does not really like me.