Last night was kinda perfect, sure I fucked shit up with R but that was going way too fast and we needed to slow down or something anyways. So I met up with C, we went to walk around the river downtown. And honestly I could sit here and tell you every pointless detail because I enjoyed myself so much. We connected so well I don’t think I have ever talked to someone like him before. C is 20 and I’m only 16 but the age gap was not too noticeable when we were together because of our maturity seemed about equal. Oh yeah, C is my ex’s cousin but like I am looking past it because my ex, A, was the one to hook us up. But back to C, I cannot stop thinking about him and every time I think about last night I blush and smile. He was something different but like that good different that most people aren’t.