I don’t know what is wrong with me. Being grounded actually kills me. I need human interaction besides with my family. It is spring break and I would much rather be curled up in his bed rather than my own. I just want to be happy but happiness is so hard to find when people you care about leave you. I didn’t want a relationship and I still don’t with anyone but that doesn’t mean I wanted you to leave. I loved being friends with you, I literally told you more than my best friend and then feelings got in the way and now you are gone. And I am not the person to fight for those who leave so goodbye.
See like wtf Makayla get your shit together and show the fucking world how much of a bad bitch you are. God damn do I hate boys, feelings, mothers, rules, and basically everything. I am a fucking disaster.