im a young mum, 21, 3 kids – 2 here 1 angel , and a fiancee. ive bottled my emotions in for so long that i feel like im going to explode, i had a nightmare child hood, cant go into detail as i wont sleep for 3-4 weeks after even telling people one detail yet alone the whole thing .
im borderline bipolar, PND . i try my best daily, provide for my kids, look after them, struggle and every night cry myself to sleep, by which time my fiancee is asleep, my kids are asleep.
he doesn’t understand when i try talk to him, he trys but doesn’t quite get it, close to 6 years together and i still fear he will wake up and decide to leave me for some size 8 supermodel.
lifes no bunch of roses. no joyful place unless you make it…