After an entire life of wanting to belong I do. It is surreal. I am ecstatic at what is to come, yet at the same time an unfamiliar yet familiar fear sets in that if I am not perfect I will lose my dream and it will be a fading vapor that my fingers will reach for yet never grasp. I am going to remain positive and live in the moment though. I know that is all I can do when I utilize my brain. Sometimes I wish I were not so darn fearful, life sucks when you are always preparing for the other shoe to drop. Well, one day at a time, on moment at a time I will come to victorious over this and it will become another testimony to assist another human being struggling. I know that everything will be used for good in its own timing. For now, I am a very happy girl…..