Well, I wrote a bunch earlier. I have no idea where it went. Quick recap..that took a long time to write..sucks it disappeared…
My king and I are still acting weird. Love him so much, I hope we can figure out how to get past this awkward silence thing we have going on on. I’m not sure what to do, but I don’t want to lose him.
Dah (dumb ass husband ) stayed home from work. So much for the mandatory Thursday & Sunday off. I get Wednesday off and suddenly so does he. His penance …I made him go grocery shopping and pay for it all.
I better not be pregnant…dah the loser, decided that now it’s ok to perform like a regular man and now I have to worry til I know. I already checked out clinics though to take care of it.
Work sucks..I need to figure something else out. I was thinking about going back to school. I’m not sure for what though. Still thinking about it . .lol procrastination is my thing 😉
I miss talking to my king..but he doesn’t seem interested all the time. It’s choppy conversation..no substance. I love where we were headed, need to get it back. Especially if I’m ever to meet him irl. It’s too important..I need to look into those eyes and see if my futures there. Then take the necessary steps to get there.
Lol ..recap turned long..sleepy time.