Ooops forgot I had a journal…

Well, I wrote a bunch earlier. I have no idea where it went. Quick recap..that took a long time to it disappeared…

My king and I are still acting weird. Love him so much, I hope we can figure out how to get past this awkward silence thing  we  have  going  on on. I’m  not  sure  what  to  do, but I don’t want to lose him.

Dah (dumb ass husband )  stayed  home  from  work. So much for the mandatory Thursday  & Sunday  off.  I get Wednesday  off and suddenly so does he. His penance …I made him go grocery  shopping  and  pay for  it  all. 

I better not be  pregnant…dah the loser, decided  that now it’s ok to perform like a regular man and now I have to worry  til I know. I already checked out clinics though to take care of it. 

Work sucks..I need to figure something else out. I was thinking about going back to school. I’m  not  sure  for what though. Still thinking  about  it . .lol procrastination  is my thing 😉

I miss talking to my king..but he doesn’t seem interested all the time. It’s choppy substance. I love where we were headed, need to get it back. Especially if I’m ever to meet him irl. It’s too important..I need to look into those eyes and see if my futures there. Then take the necessary  steps to get there.

Lol ..recap turned long..sleepy time. 


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