I’M BACK FOR A WHILE

….well okay….I freaked out a little bit…when I first started writing this journal…but my doc and friends says…it will be a great idea for me to express myself…I am quiet shy…but not shy…if you know what I mean?

…and lets face it…we all should be open to great ideas.  

    Altho…some of us are just a bit reluctant to step out there on that Lilly pad for the first time…without the big fear of falling in and drowning…  

 

  I kind of…have been doing a soul searching exercise…  

 

    See…there is this guy…that I really like…and we have had a connection once or twice…and by connection I mean we have talked…nothing more.   

   But the strange thing is?  I feel that there is more to this connection than meets the eye.   Than just being friends….

    It is the strangest thing….when we are around each other, I feel this energy that I just can’t explain…  

    I am a Christian girl…practicing that is…LOL…and I don’t sleep with guys…or hook-up with them…I am not a virgin but…since I have turned my life over to GOD….I don’t fall prey to such temptations…I am not saying that it is easy…cuz…GOD knows that it is not…but HE is there to help you through the trial…LOL…  

    Anyways…I am getting off my subject…this guy…well…I have this incredible  sexual energy with him…and my question is???  How can I be sure if he has it too…or is it just me? 

    He acts like he likes me…more than just friends, I mean…he acts different around me than he does other girls…its almost like he doesn’t want to get too close to me because he is afraid of something…then the next minute he is all over me…stalking me and acting all jealous…that I am talking to another guy…what is up with that???? That is one reason I don’t get too close to him..LOL…RED FLAG HERE!!!!  LOL

…but then again all my friends just say…oh! he is just acting like an a typical  Aquarius….what is that suppose to mean??? …I don’t believe in that stuff so I don’t know a whole lot about it.

…but I have to admit…I did read up on it…and it does seem to have his behavior pegged pretty well….LOL…  

   Anyway…there I go again…squirreling….sorry…LOL.  

     Well, its time for me to get off of here anyway…

    I just want to say thank ya’ll for listening to a confused girl…Laters

 

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