Just letting it out

So today is my first day on this. All I know is that I just need to let it out. I looked up anonymous online and picked this website. I’m having a really hard time with what is going on in my house right now. I’ve had to break up a few arguments between my parents. It’s so hard for me because I grew up with them always being such an example to me now practically all they do is fight. I just don’t really know how to deal with it. 

5 thoughts on “Just letting it out”

  1. @tallcherry that’s the thing if it were them and I arguing I’d be fine but it’s them and it’s killing me. It’s 3:14 and I have to wake up at 6:20 but my mom decided to drink (which is strange because she isn’t much of a drinker) and so I wake up every hour because of her. I have to school tomorrow and I don’t know how I’m gonna do it

  2. I suppose, if you can’t sleep at least just rest on your bed. That’s what I would do anyway, since our day will still go on in the morning. I’m sure the air in your home must be tense. I normally try to remind myself that out parents are two different individuals too, they might never come to an agreement on certain things.

  3. @tallcherry thanks and that’s what I am doing. I have a really bad migraine because I’m not usually awake at this time during the week. A few minutes ago she turned on the car and of course we both went after her but luckily she was in her room. She’s been with her headphones in singing like crazy and just causing a scene the entire night. She’s never done this before. I think what’s hurting me the most is that she’s having no consideration what so ever

  4. Migraines, they haunt me every now and then even when I’m well rested, too familiar a thing. Perhaps your mother needs to…release, for lack of a better word, I assume you must had her own share of things to be angry or upset about. I think that there will always be some time we will want to release our feelings, like how you mentioned, your mother was singing madly and then we would probably.. also go into this “I don’t care” state of mind.

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