Motivation level – Zero

Well, this is my first time using this site. ^_^  It looks pretty cool so I’m gonna give it a shot. Maybe this time I’ll actually keep up with my journaling. 

Cast of characters: R (Best friend and roommate, like a sister to me), J (awesome guy I’m dating, boyfriend?)

I slept for 11 hours today. I don’t really feel depressed I just have zero motivation to do anything at all. I have a laundry list of shit that I need to finish but I just keep looking at it like “meh”. Meanwhile R is working her butt off at her actual job and I really need to at least take care of the dishes. I don’t think I’m going to tell her how much I slept today. She’ll worry. 

I got to talk to J, and that always makes me feel better. I just wish I knew where the relationship with him was going. I mean, the sex is great, and I love being around him. I know he loves being around me. I guess this is enough for now.  We had an awesome date yesterday. We went for ice cream at Cold Stone, then came back to my place and cuddled on the couch watching anime. I’m so comfortable being in his arms. 

I think maybe part of the reason I  sleep so much is boredom. I tend to sleep when no one else is home. 

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