Tired, tired, tired

 I am a freaking broken record!  That is all I say is  how tired I am!  I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired.  Well fortunately I don’t feel sick just tired.   I really, really wanted to get in here early so I could get more OT but didn’t arrive until 8:30!  Geesh.

The hardest thing I do in a given day is force myself out of the bed.  I literally want to lie there all day.  Well and the past few days force myself awake.  I am hoping that this will pass at some point in time.

Retirement looks better all the time.  I do think sometime before this year is over I am going to investigate just how much my SS will be.  I’m pretty sure I will be claiming on the ex and since he took his at 62 my amount through him is fixed no matter what age I take it which makes 65 inviting.  Except…I was really keen on the notion of drawing it and working and getting my pay.  Such a quandry time or money?  I guess since it can’t possibly happen for at least 2 years and more likely 4 or 5 there is not much sense in thinking about it.

The worst thing with this fatigue crap is I get nothing done at home.  My house is totaled from years of neglect and doing the least possible to get by.  It can’t go on like this much longer.  So again in reality by the time I am able to retire that huge issue will be resolved as well.

Colder than a witch’s tit out there but at least the sun is shining.  Wearing a big over-sized red sweatshirt…from my buckeye days has the name of my son’s high school.  Makes me smile about the good times and it’s cozy.  Got to wear my Uggs one more time too!  Now it’s time to tackle some true crime!

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