Day 39 – Don’t give up.

Tuesday, April 5th 2016

Nearly forgot to write down my entry. Luckily that didn’t happen! But now I’m on my phone and I have to write down the schedule by switching to my photos on my phone, since I took a picture of my schedule. I took a picture, because I don’t know it by heart and even if I did, I’m always an unsure person when it comes to schedules, time, counting and definitions, so I’d be checking it to make sure anyway. I recount things at least twice. Oh, and I ended up copy pasting my last entry and removing what I wrote to have my schedule as I’m writing this. Oh, the spacing might be wrong too, cause I can’t shift + enter.

Day 3

1st Period (09:10-10:25)

We were mastering physics with mirrors (plane). I find it very easy so far. I ended up helping a friend too. Speaking of which, I am helping a lot today with people at school. I’ll say why in math. Also, before entering class, there is this word that was written on the lockers : geucongier? No clue what it means. Some of it was erased.

2nd Period (10:35-11:50)

We worked on poems. We’re gonna write a few and have to turn it in all pretty like with a cover and all. Can’t wait for it, it’s very artsy and I like artsy stuff.

Lunch (11:50-12:50)
Sat with my close friends, don’t remember what we talked about. Random things.

3rd Period (12:50-14:05)

Learning new stuff. But this is the helping I was talking about : I don’t want to mention who it is for respect of their privacy, even though I never mention any names, it’s just some people here know me as someone else than “Observant Bystander”, so they might make a link if they know me in real life too. There’s also another person that recently joined this site that might also need to hear this.

Basically, this person is struggling with math. They claim to have this nagging voice at the back of their head that is constantly telling them they can’t get any better and I get it, as I said in my past entries, I have that voice too, but we talked—or rather texted, that you cannot give up, not matter what. That nagging voice at the back of your head will annoy you, it’s doubt that your brain keeps telling you about and you can’t do anything to get rid of it. It takes a lot of mental power to make it so it only assures you of your decision or to ignore it, and sometimes you just can’t, but even though you may succomb to the thought, you should never apply it in your actions. You do not give up, not matter what. If you’re struggling with school, just know that struggling and succeeding is so much more accomplishing and life-lessoned than simply succeeding, because it was easy. You’ll understand how to deal with obstacles better and be prepared for the future, so do not give up. Giving up will not teach you anything, it will not prepare you, it will not make you more positive, it will only assure that you believe you cannot succeed. You do not have a limit. It might be harder to surpass what you believe is your limit, it might seem impossible, but it’s not. Tormenting yourself and thinking you’ll never get there will not help you in any way. It’s hard to be positive, it very much is, I’m a positive person, but I find it hard sometimes, so I can’t always be, but if you don’t try, then you’ll only be miserable. That’s all for that topic. Sorry for dropping a bomb like that.

4th Period (14:15-15:30)
Visual Arts

We worked on analysing the eyes drew while watching a video about colours. All I could think of is if our teacher was showing us Draw With Jazza, but apparently not.

After School

Didn’t do much. We’re watching a new show, forgot the name of it. It’s about the Second World War. I know who would be interested in seeing it. Hi, I know you’re reading. Here’s another show over the other 100 that I recommended, but your Netflix is broken, so you can’t watch any of them.

Also, Miriam requested this. It’s only a sketch and idea for my emblem, but here you go :


That’s all for today.

(PS : Within 10 minutes after I post my entries publically, I fix my grammar, so sorry if you clicked on it early. This one was lazy on phrase structure anyway.)

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